I still have that photo haunting
me at the back of my mind. I have never seen his eyes so determined. And that photo
permanently etched in my mind and constantly made me wonder about THAT
girl. I always thought he was going to marry her. I’m sure at some point in his
life he too, thought the same.
But little did I know, he too, was going through one of the toughest, most heartbreaking moments in his life. I thought the same as well when it happened to us. Two broken hearts, cerita sama namun tak serupa. (similar situation but not the same). We have similar objective; albeit different ways and means to reach there.
I was always very careful with him. You can’t blame me; he did have a”reputation” that he proudly lived up to. I was dying to prove everyone wrong and wanted to believe that he was a nice guy after all but it was difficult to do that with everyone around against me.
He stuck around me for a couple of years. He was always there and we communicated well. There were times when I felt that everything was going too fast, too soon and still, there he was and there I was letting myself falling freely. It was a scary feeling. To be honest, I often asked myself why did we let ourselves get into it.
My favorite phrase “Mungkin Nanti”- Peter Pan
(how am I supposed to know he would turn
into Peter Porn?).
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