I have forgiven....

“In the name of Allah the most gracious and most merciful.” 

An utterance of faith in one omnipotent God, declared all around the world by Muslims before committing even the simplest of deeds. The utterance which been taken for granted by many, paying attention only to wet their lips with names of Allah but no attention paid to really understand and embracing their meanings by heart. 

Allah is ar-Rahim, The root r-h-m also indicates womb; meaning that which provides protection ... (Also written as al-rahim, al-raheem, ar-rahim, ar-raheem.

Most Merciful: most Beneficent, the most Gracious. Allah, God of all things living and not, does not discriminate according to blood, family-line, religion, and yes, including race, in awarding His bountiful wealth to a person deserving of what he had worked for.

Human beings are created by God from sounding clay, in an array of tones from dark to fair, not for us to shout our claims kindness belongs to whom, but to appreciate the differences in us as the glue that has been keeping human relationship from falling apart as God prefers not for one group to feel above another by what granted to them, except only of humility.

I ask of you now with laden grace. Kindly examine your life of every kind of hatred, jealousy, stubbornness, distrust, severity, greed, and violence deliberately investing deep in your heart ….

and …..

to those who have been eating the cili padis, are you too arrogant to defy kindness in any forms?

Leave me be…..

For now I have forgiven all of you.....
and myself.