Life will go on as it does

Initially it might hurt unbearably but eventually the pain will become less hurting as I casually extract myself from the present situation. 

No one would really notice if I backed off and excused myself away from him forever. Life will go on, as it does, and plans will continue to be made even without me in his equation, as it has in the past. 

Let weeks turn into months, let months turn into years. If I truly wanted to, it would be easy to disappear into blessed nothingness. 

No more feelings. 

No more hurting. 

No more inadequacy.

Our life would be free from each other as before..... 


Is that what he really wants??