Today I had attended a last minute meeting that lasted for 5 damn hours.
Today - I realize people think that what I have to do is not as important as what they have to do and I have all the time in the world to do these things alone.
Today - I realize that I always take it for granted that everything will always go according to plan. But, obviously it doesn't.
I was supposed to focus on a certain piece of work from 11:00a.m until 6:00p.m today.
The meeting lasted for 5 hours. FIVE DAMN HOURS!
Went back to my room- exhausted.
Had to visit Leodi at 7:45p.m.
Poor him I was so stressed out that I snapped at him a few times.
Today - I realize people think that what I have to do is not as important as what they have to do and I have all the time in the world to do these things alone.
Today - I realize that I always take it for granted that everything will always go according to plan. But, obviously it doesn't.
I was supposed to focus on a certain piece of work from 11:00a.m until 6:00p.m today.
The meeting lasted for 5 hours. FIVE DAMN HOURS!
Went back to my room- exhausted.
Had to visit Leodi at 7:45p.m.
Poor him I was so stressed out that I snapped at him a few times.
He said " Let's count stars’ with me after dinner please......"
I said "NO!"
And he asked, "Why not?"
A curt reply from me - "Who's going to bring you there?"
He replied - "You?"
And yet another curt reply of "I don't have time".
And I felt so, so bad after that :(
Till now - I have not slept as I need to finish whatever it is that I was supposed to finish this afternoon.
I need a lot of luck. And I already drank a LOT of hot choc too .
And tomorrow night, I will make it up to him..."count stars"
I said "NO!"
And he asked, "Why not?"
A curt reply from me - "Who's going to bring you there?"
He replied - "You?"
And yet another curt reply of "I don't have time".
And I felt so, so bad after that :(
Till now - I have not slept as I need to finish whatever it is that I was supposed to finish this afternoon.
I need a lot of luck. And I already drank a LOT of hot choc too .
And tomorrow night, I will make it up to him..."count stars"
Hmmm.......
But, you know what? I wish he is not sick and is helping me with whatever I am suppose to finish... And I know I will still have a lot of "stressed out" days ahead of me to deal with...
But, you know what? I wish he is not sick and is helping me with whatever I am suppose to finish... And I know I will still have a lot of "stressed out" days ahead of me to deal with...
Another meeting at 5am………
Leodi oi……cepat sihat la….sian aku !!
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