MH370

Sadness can sometimes lead you to a situation described as to be in lost and blank mode where the power of the mind to think through and rationalize current matters will auto switched off by itself. I was there and I had chosen not to watch the press conference last night.

Zoul broke the sad news I been dreading to hear. I listened, face down, not looking at him …still blank but deep in my heart still hoping that the flight that ended in the Indian Ocean, west of Perth is not MH370. My thought flashed back to the fate of two infants on board and I could no longer hold back my tears.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mnf9I0hADkU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpRGzlZTEa8#action=share

I am deeply affected by what happened to Flight MH370 even after two weeks of the incident I was still clutching to faith and hope the SAR team would find them and bring them all safely home. Their loved ones would be waiting to envelope their return safely back into their warm hugs and kisses.  Everyone will then be relieved that it was just a bleak phase of sadness and pain they had to go through.

I bet, there are many other different endings which are way better then the one announced by Najib yesterday but, who are we to play God. So let us hold each other closer and pray for them even if we do not know any of the crews and passengers on board. Let our prayers be with them all…

Captain Zaharie and co pilot Fariq I am confident, you fought religiously until your very last breath. You served and did well and I am so proud of you.

I bid you all goodbye and In sya Allah the authorities will do their best to bring you home where you belong..

Al-fatihah…..

PrayFor MH370

I have been reading updates upon updates since 10am Saturday of flight MH370 from KUL to Beijing which suddenly went missing and all contacts with the aircraft with the Subang Air Traffic Control were lost since 2.40am, Saturday. Flight MH370, operated on the B777-200 aircraft departed Kuala Lumpur at 12.41am on 8^th  March 2014 and was expected to land in Beijing at 6.30am the same day. The flight was carrying 227 passenggers (with 2 infant) and 12 crew members. 

I was glued to the TV and internet the whole day for latest updates,

And until now, in my honest and rational opinion, there’s no way anyone would survive as they have gone missing for more than 24 hrs without any contact. It would be a miracle that nothing bad happens. As of now, we need to know where they are. And find whatever left ASAP...

The disappearance of Malaysia Airlines 370 recalls another state-of-the-art aircraft that went missing over open water: Air France Flight 447, which plunged into the Mid-Atlantic in 2009 and resulted in the deaths of 228 people.

Like the Malaysian jet, a Boeing 777-200, Air France's Airbus 330 was a sophisticated aircraft that was not supposed to suddenly vanish without word from the crew.

It was really similar. There was no communication and the flight suddenly went missing from the radar.

According to the news, weather was perfect, sudden loss of communication, kissing from radar, no mayday. It just disappeared….

I am not a pilot or a flight attendant but I have to fly a lot due to my work. I am amused of how the planes work. Each time I need to board a plane my curious mind never stopped wondering, the working mechanism of a huge ’bird’ of metal, filled with hundreds of people , loaded with thousands of tonnes of bags and cargo and yet could fly  hundreds/thousands of km. against gravity.

Quoting Harnzah Rain * MAS have the best service, best pilot, best aircraft but Allah have the best plan. Even the unsinkable Titanic sank #PrayForMH370.

So, when I travel , I always tell myself, this is part of my job, my contribution to my family and always pray and tawakkal that in sha Allah everything will be ok.

At this point of time, give any Malaysians the best or latest movie to watch on TV or the most sensational news of gossips and 'sins collectors' such as DSAI's n HS's case........ nobody care to bother, like..lantak kau org lah, because all Malaysians are grieving for the loss of MH370'. Those giving silly comments (mengutuk MAS).....you're heartless abnormal human.

My heart goes to you Aida and please be strong…

 Innalillahi wainnailaihi roji'un... 

Alfatihah.

Homesick

We have been apart from our family for a huge portion of our life now and why am i still doing it? It is because of work and of late I realized that i should spend these coming months in Ganu close to my family, instead of, here.

I really wonder how are others experiencing this?  What makes them decide to migrate and leave their family behind? 

Last night, Zoul saw my red eyes, blamed it on my hormones.

Before he went to sleep, we talked. I struggled to really tell him what’s been bothering me. He asked me a couple of times if i want to go home. I declined. It’s either being home with our family or being away from him. It’s really a decision I do not want to make.

And he said, “Just one more year sayang. Then we’ll go home, OK?”.

Really, living as an expatriate is not a bed of pretty yellow roses as what some people might think. Sure, the money and the perks are second to none, but the time with family is not refundable.  I can never get those ‘time’ back.

Zoul said I’m spending my time alone most of the time here and not working as I used to before and that leads me to a kinda homesickness. In a way, he’s right. Being alone most of the time allows me to be inside my head far too long.

Above all…..I want Lyra’s birth of place in Ganu and that would only be in my dreams.

I am feeling exhausted since I did not sleep well for the last few days and had to wake up almost every hour for toilet breaks, if not, for the frightening dreams that woke me up sweaty and breathless..

Five weeks ago, i could not imagine myself to be this far along in my pregnancy. After losing one of them I am taking things day by day. I have nightmares relating to my pregnancy, probably due to fears that I will be losing her as well.

I’ll be lying if i say I am not worried.

Where does a wife stands then?

Quoting....

Cik Mass

5 hours ago near Jelutong

"Hmm,kecoh sgt kes HS nie…
Ramai plak cikpuan2 yg dok kuarkan kenyataan emosional…
Yer la …maybe dia salah tp tu hal dia,yg kita nie x pyh lah nk menambah dosa kering ckp bukan2…
Back to basic,isteri mmg kepunyaan suami secara mutlak selama bergelar isterilah which mean isteri xleh ada suami ke2 or scandal ,tp suami tu bkn hak mutlak milik isteri sbb hati suami nie bleh terbahagi 4,bkn sy ckp tp hukum ckp.
So,dok diam2 sudah…jgn dok kata lebih2 kat org…sbb tkt terpalit ke muka sendiri,Tuhan byr cash skrg ni"

Babe.....you trigger me to write this.......No offence yea CikMass

*Yeah……she is the hottest husband snatcher, on current news dominating FB and online gossips these days.

From the way those comments, cursing and damning are more like it, which she actually deserves. (some comments were too harsh and way out of line) and for one, I have never condone the act of snatching the other half of others regardless whatever reason given.

I feel sorry for her but then again what is so stupid about being honest?

She should publicly said, “Yes, I love him, I want to be with him, marry him even when he is a married man. We love each other”

To the wife…..”Yeah…I am the bitch who wants your husband”

There would still be lots of gossips and dams and some might see it as plain stupidity on her part but then again what’s so stupid about being honest?

Or are you trying to play innocent and wants the whole world to know that you are trapped in something (relationship) that suddenly is beyond your control? Poor reasoning and some how the capability of using your brain is somewhat limited, good looks but with an empty brain. A married man can be an easy prey, exciting, sexy...but can you live with the consequences of the relationship? 

What repulsed me the most is the husband's attitude, choosing to sort of defending the GF, tried hard not to tarnish her reputation since she is a celeb.? How about the wife whom he married, To love, honor, and cherish that seem to be the easiest to forget.

How could Mr. Hubby said his wife was the one who spills the beans first? After all he is still Mrs Wife's husband, when the other woman claim, he is a divorcee, a duda. 

Where does a wife stand then?  Sedihnya…  

It’s like Mr Hubby is saying… “You don’t really mean much to me”. 

Shit!!